Day 18 :Something you are afraid of:
I can not swim.
On multiple occasions different people have tried to teach me.
This usually ends badly.
They try the whole throw me in thing,
I panic,
and about drown us both.
The thought of drowning is terrifying to me.
If I can not touch the bottom I panic.
I am perfectly happy getting my toes wet and staying in the shallow water.
Is what I posted on FB as my reply to this topic today.
Realistically, this is a fear of mine.
It's PG enough to post there.
People will laugh and go on.
My biggest fear is that it will happen again.
That I will lose another one.
That we will that never have a baby of our own.
I could not handle another loss of that magnitude.
I won't drink now.
Just in case.
Because I cannot have that on my shoulders.








I love Criminal Minds. Plain and simple. Reid and Morgan are total hotties and you never know how things are going to play out. Reid also has Aspergers on the show so he reminds me a lot of my little brother just with the tons of info that he stores in his brain. I have a friend and sometimes at night we watch it from where ever we are and text each other about whats going on.