!2 Mondays

tomorrow will be the 12th Monday since I lost you. I would say on some level I am actually doing better. It's still hard knowing but i shall survive. I guess losing you just made everything else that I used to think mattered seem trivial. One day when I have my crazy hippy commune and a yard full of kids I will think of you as a beginning. Until then I am trying to not remember you as a loss but as something I was blessed to share. today is mother's day. And I know for a brief little while I was someone's mommy :)