Monday, June 20, 2011

18 Mondays.

Yesterday was father's day.
Neme Talked about you some.
Since we lost you we both see things a little differently.
I feel so bad today.
I forgot it was Monday.
I forgot to write you.
I forgot to cry.
I think I am getting better.
I still miss you.
I was watching 19 Kids and counting and Anna said that she had a miscarriage and that what got her through it was being thankful.
I don't think I will ever be thankful that I lost you little one.
Though he will never hear it spoken, Happy Father's Day Neme.
This week you would have been the size of a hot house cucumber.
You would have started to hear noises and recognize my voice.

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