18 Mondays.

Yesterday was father's day.

Neme Talked about you some.

Since we lost you we both see things a little differently.

I feel so bad today.

I forgot it was Monday.

I forgot to write you.

I forgot to cry.

I think I am getting better.

I still miss you.

I was watching 19 Kids and counting and Anna said that she had a miscarriage and that what got her through it was being thankful.

I don't think I will ever be thankful that I lost you little one.

Though he will never hear it spoken, Happy Father's Day Neme.

This week you would have been the size of a hot house cucumber.

You would have started to hear noises and recognize my voice.

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